Sunday, November 30, 2008
i don't like my mum's attitude
i don't like her freaking attitude
don't get me wrong
i still love my parents dearly
but you know
when something of that someone just irks you
you will just get irritated
i'm not trying to not do my nrp
i wan to finish my aar's first
i'm not delaying or trying to tuo yan shi jian
i just wan to do a good job a detailed job not one that is rushed through
i wan to dui de qi my own liang xin
don't you understand?
=.=
i don't like her freaking attitude
don't get me wrong
i still love my parents dearly
but you know
when something of that someone just irks you
you will just get irritated
i'm not trying to not do my nrp
i wan to finish my aar's first
i'm not delaying or trying to tuo yan shi jian
i just wan to do a good job a detailed job not one that is rushed through
i wan to dui de qi my own liang xin
don't you understand?
=.=
what we could have been, 30.11.08.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
depressed
sad
frustrated
on the verge of breaking down
is all i feel now
it's all my fault
for not starting my NRP project early
for pushing it all till the end
i'm now dead
i dun noe how to use flash
i dun noe how to use the programme
i'm clueless
my prof has been nice to provide many sources
but i still can't do it
and my dad has also been so nice to find crash course for me to learn the basics of flash
but
it cost around $350++
and that caused my mum and dad to have a little argument
my parents have also been so supportive to go with me to the library to search for books
but what can i do?
i'm totally stuck
and i dun dare to tell them
then my dad would go on to say i should go for the course
and the argument goes on again
='(
it's all my fault
i noe i have to face up to this problem
but how?
sad
frustrated
on the verge of breaking down
is all i feel now
it's all my fault
for not starting my NRP project early
for pushing it all till the end
i'm now dead
i dun noe how to use flash
i dun noe how to use the programme
i'm clueless
my prof has been nice to provide many sources
but i still can't do it
and my dad has also been so nice to find crash course for me to learn the basics of flash
but
it cost around $350++
and that caused my mum and dad to have a little argument
my parents have also been so supportive to go with me to the library to search for books
but what can i do?
i'm totally stuck
and i dun dare to tell them
then my dad would go on to say i should go for the course
and the argument goes on again
='(
it's all my fault
i noe i have to face up to this problem
but how?
what we could have been, 23.11.08.
Sunday, November 09, 2008
helloooo
friday marks the END of PW
yeah man
no matter how bad/good we've done
its over (:
just leave it to the hands of Him up above
bud
i really think i screwed my Q&A
they asked me THREE questions leh =.=
should be because my answer too short
but at that time i couldn't think of how to elaborate ><
owells
it's over!
stop thinking shi yeng!
after handing up of GPF was council all the way
with afew stoning sessions inbetween XD
yesterday was recee with OGLs to habourfront
in the end only 5 came and 1 came so late!><
but still i think it was quite effective
with lots of help from Ms Karen Ng. thank you very much!(:
habourfront has nice OGLs lah
i enjoy my time with them
after that went for zone lunch whoo
haha and talked more to get to know more about each other yeah
owells i'm bored
but while people are out there slacking
i have to do my nrp =.=
i think i'm so dead for it
i'm like squeezing the whole year's work to just a few months
DEAD
but nevertheless
i shall just try my best now
hmm and i'm like typing perfect english in the post!
no shortcuts whao so rare
isitme?
orarewedrftingapart?
icantclickwiththemaswellasyoucan
butimtryingtoo
butthatdayyoujustleftwithouteventoaskmetojoin
withoutevensayinggoodbye
youcansayimasensitivefreak
butifeltupsetafterthat
sandra!
make time for shiyeng!
she needs to talk to you soon
before she starts breaking down!
friday marks the END of PW
yeah man
no matter how bad/good we've done
its over (:
just leave it to the hands of Him up above
bud
i really think i screwed my Q&A
they asked me THREE questions leh =.=
should be because my answer too short
but at that time i couldn't think of how to elaborate ><
owells
it's over!
stop thinking shi yeng!
after handing up of GPF was council all the way
with afew stoning sessions inbetween XD
yesterday was recee with OGLs to habourfront
in the end only 5 came and 1 came so late!><
but still i think it was quite effective
with lots of help from Ms Karen Ng. thank you very much!(:
habourfront has nice OGLs lah
i enjoy my time with them
after that went for zone lunch whoo
haha and talked more to get to know more about each other yeah
owells i'm bored
but while people are out there slacking
i have to do my nrp =.=
i think i'm so dead for it
i'm like squeezing the whole year's work to just a few months
DEAD
but nevertheless
i shall just try my best now
hmm and i'm like typing perfect english in the post!
no shortcuts whao so rare
isitme?
orarewedrftingapart?
icantclickwiththemaswellasyoucan
butimtryingtoo
butthatdayyoujustleftwithouteventoaskmetojoin
withoutevensayinggoodbye
youcansayimasensitivefreak
butifeltupsetafterthat
sandra!
make time for shiyeng!
she needs to talk to you soon
before she starts breaking down!
what we could have been, 9.11.08.
Saturday, November 01, 2008
WHEEEE
my parents bought me hsm3 soundtrack WAHAHAHAHA
awesome! hahaha
am awaiting for OP to be done done done
then can go watch it with hui ling ben hui and sandra
wheeee
later kena pang seh-ed haii owells
cheeena paper was
i duno what to say
im feeling okay
but i knew i wrote crap
seriously
bud owells its over
i cant do anything alreadi
so now let's just prac OP OP OP and more OP!
i scared Q&A!!! that's like my biggest biggest fear!!! =XX
hsm3 - we're all in this together graduation mix
hsm3 - high school musical
awww
these songs made me feel a little sad
it's like
the last chap of hsm alreadi!
no more troy gabriella sharpey ryan etcetc
i dun like the 3 new members of the cast
especially that new girl ><
these songs also made me tink of my school life
epps ahs and now mjc
i dun rmb much about life in epps lols!XD
bud in ahs and now in mj
i realise i'm always searching for something
somewhere
where i can feel belonged
where i can be myself
have i found it?
maybe
maybe not
hmm
i'm not sure myself O.o
i thought i have with sandra hui lin ben hui
bud i realise
ppl change
and now it seems
i duno O.o
anw
as this thought process goes on
i have an interesting question for the day
how many of your friends
will come to your side
with just one text msg or phone call
no matter how late or early
no matter rain or shine
no matter in times of good or bad
it's not something emo that i'm gonna talk about myself and how ke lian i am haha
bud it's quite an interesting question
where you go one by one examining your friends
and judging if they will really do that
some friends are willing
bud not able
some are able
bud not willing
so
who's willing and able to do so?
hmmmmm
interesting...
hahaha
bud i haven shortlisted anyone in my list yet hmmmm
haha okay i'm talking crap XD
cyaz!
my parents bought me hsm3 soundtrack WAHAHAHAHA
awesome! hahaha
am awaiting for OP to be done done done
then can go watch it with hui ling ben hui and sandra
wheeee
later kena pang seh-ed haii owells
cheeena paper was
i duno what to say
im feeling okay
but i knew i wrote crap
seriously
bud owells its over
i cant do anything alreadi
so now let's just prac OP OP OP and more OP!
i scared Q&A!!! that's like my biggest biggest fear!!! =XX
hsm3 - we're all in this together graduation mix
hsm3 - high school musical
awww
these songs made me feel a little sad
it's like
the last chap of hsm alreadi!
no more troy gabriella sharpey ryan etcetc
i dun like the 3 new members of the cast
especially that new girl ><
these songs also made me tink of my school life
epps ahs and now mjc
i dun rmb much about life in epps lols!XD
bud in ahs and now in mj
i realise i'm always searching for something
somewhere
where i can feel belonged
where i can be myself
have i found it?
maybe
maybe not
hmm
i'm not sure myself O.o
i thought i have with sandra hui lin ben hui
bud i realise
ppl change
and now it seems
i duno O.o
anw
as this thought process goes on
i have an interesting question for the day
how many of your friends
will come to your side
with just one text msg or phone call
no matter how late or early
no matter rain or shine
no matter in times of good or bad
it's not something emo that i'm gonna talk about myself and how ke lian i am haha
bud it's quite an interesting question
where you go one by one examining your friends
and judging if they will really do that
some friends are willing
bud not able
some are able
bud not willing
so
who's willing and able to do so?
hmmmmm
interesting...
hahaha
bud i haven shortlisted anyone in my list yet hmmmm
haha okay i'm talking crap XD
cyaz!
what we could have been, 1.11.08.
